If Love is no More!!!
If you build you’re life arround one person and then one day he show’s you, everything can be taken away by his decision only to take his own life, because he made the in-correct choice by his wife.
If Love is no More!!
- You keep on trying and hoping for the best,
- Even say good buy the the rest,
- Family, friends and all the best,
- But in you’re heart you no,
- Nothing will make you rest,
- Things would never be the same,
- And you must stand up and face the shame,
- Everybody wish for a Fairytale life,
- Instead I received the knife,
- Inside you feel so dead and alone,
- You feel betrayed by your own,
- Looking back in Memory lane,
- You only see all the pain,
- All these years you provide,
- Now it’s his turn to be at you’re side,
- Instead he will pick a fight,
- Only now I can see the real light,
- He’ll never be the man to do you right,
- He’ll rather make you’re life a living hell out of spite,
- I’m not allowed to walk to the shop;
- I’m not allowed to chat to a friend for a while,
- I’m not allowed to drive my own car,
- I’m not allowed to stand up for myself,
- I’m not allowed to be apart of his fun, while him and his friends still carrying on,
- I’m not allowed to look out the window, but everything must be clean thou,
- When I open my mouth,
- He will brake or create a story to accuse me of his mistakes, even go so far and hurt
- only the dearest to my heart,
- Just to get he’s way and what he wants.
- When I cry he will look at my face.
- And start laughing until I plate to his grace,
- Why, why, why – cant carry on PLEASE,
- Why didn’t he leave?
- He already told me I’m taking his freedom,
- Why stay with me then,
- Silence is golden,
- Every night the same “HOLDEM”,
- I gave him everything I’ve got,
- Maybe for him its not a lot,
- He’s still going his own way,
- Don’t care about my day,
- The emptiness is killing me inside,
- The last that is still alive, what a joy ride!
- “YES” a lot of woman stand up and carry on,
- But I’m scarred to do my Son wrong,
- I grew up without a Dad and believe me,
- You really do feel sad,
- Until my Son can see to himself,
- I’ll try to be the least and try to be myself,
- The Emptiness is not so bad,
- Only the Loneliness is scarred,
- I’ll rather be bagged,
- And go and stay with my dear old Dad,
Up above no more tears no more sorrow no more hate, I hope he doesn’t realize what is life all about to late….
- I’m thankful that God,
- Found me deserving enough,
- To present my Son such a precious,
- Gift of Love….
- Dear Lord I really do care and was patient,
- But dear Lord you no what is the situation,
- I’m not UN-grateful for what I’ve got,
- But not be the person whom I am is taking a lot,
- And to be scarred everyday,
- Is not for me the right way…..
So Dear Lord forgive me if I say, I will tell you everything one day……
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