Depression

Many women are born with depression. Others it can develope over time. It can be caused because of many different reasons. I think the main reason is because of the loss of a loved one, mainly a child. If you have ever had a miscarriage or loss of a baby by anymeans, you know what I mean. I had a loss of my pregnancy a few months back and it haunts me. I don’t know how I can ever get it out of my head, although I don’t think I ever will. It always feels like it happened just yesterday and I wish I could go back. Sometimes I feel like I would feel better if I was just to try again but others I can bear it. It is a horrifying thing to go through and I hope no one ever has to go through it. All I wish is that I could see my little girls face.

-In loving memory of my Zoie Catherine McGuirk-